Happy July
     Every month I set aside some time to write about my 
profession as a children's book illustrator and author because when I was an 
aspiring illustrator I appreciated any knowledge a professional could offer 
about how it was done and what it was like doing it.
I like being by myself, so illustrating is a good fit for me. I'm a slow thinker 
and I like to work on a project over a period of time, doing research, changing 
things around and observing the results and fine tuning and polishing. This 
would be as opposed to creating an artwork in a manic surge of energy with a 
burning focus. My books take about a year, but often the idea behind them has 
been in the back of my mind for a while. I think about the idea when I get one 
of those random inspirational connections. Maybe this could be called my style, 
but I enjoy the longer time period associated with making a 32 page picture 
book.
I am way behind on this year's title, The Nutcracker. It will be one of those 
very lush books that will encompass a lot of detail. Even though I have 
completed a dummy showing the borders and the decorative treatment I have in 
mind for the pages I still leave some decisions for the final pages. I will have 
more room in the next step after the dummy, and the scenes will be more 
completely rendered, which changes the art's focus as well. My trip to Russia 
five years ago for CINDERS and THE TURNIP has proven fruitful for E.T.A. 
Hoffmann's short story. The short story was made into a ballet score by 
Tchaikovsky, and the ballet score was intensified and shortened into what is 
known as THE NUTCRACKER SUITE. I have always loved seeing the different versions 
of the ballet and I am eager to create my version of the music from the Suite. 
Ideally the music could be played while reading my picture book. The ballet's 
music is over an hour long so it would be too long to accompany a picture book. 
I have been attending Boston Symphony Orchestra concerts since I was a girl, 
with my mother and grandmother. In my junior high, we also had the opportunity 
to go to nearby Boston to listen to youth concerts to listen to the BSO. I 
remember distinctly Bartok's Concerto for orchestra which I found amazing. All 
the music wasn’t as approachable as The Concerto for Orchestra, but at some 
point I realized how exhilarating listening to music could be. My imagination 
was fired up and I felt familiar feelings that I couldn't name. I guess you 
could say by creating my version of The Nutcracker I am trying to relive those 
times.
     During this period of staying at home, and in my case 
having to cancel my trip to Alaska to see my daughter and her family, it is 
always nice to try and find a silver lining. I am kind of a homebody, and my 
favorite activities outside of listening to Boston Symphony concerts are taking 
care of my exhibition poultry (Polish chickens) and running. I was exploring the 
margin of woods at the end of our garden where the Foxgloves were in full bloom. 
In one area, hidden from view stood an amazing one. It was slight pink spire, 
and the bell like blooms were spotted on their inner surface. What was 
remarkable was the top flower, which was much larger, huge really, and in the 
form of a gently cupped saucer. I took a picture and sent it to my cousin, 
Leslie Van Berkum who has a successful and exquisite perennial and native 
nursery in Deerfield NH. She informed me that it was an unusual genetic mutation 
called Digitalis Peloria (Peloria being a variation of Greek, meaning monster, 
or maybe hopeful monster) I was given a link to Kew Gardens in England. I 
immediately joined their organization! It has a page called "Weird and Wonderful 
Foxgloves" that was a big incentive. Apparently Foxglove aficionados never go by 
a garden of Foxgloves without looking for this exotic, rare mutation. The weird 
thing for me, is that it looks very much like the flowers I invented for my book 
HEDGIE BLASTS OFF. They are on the tiny made-up planet of Mikkop. That is one of 
my silver linings.
     I hope you too are taken on interesting paths, and 
especially creative ones.
            Your Friend, 
Jan